itS cOmplEtEd nOw wHAt.??

hEllo....

its cOmplicAtEd thIng...
i cAnt cOncEntrAte..
im jUst sittIng hErE n nOt gEttIng anythIng dOnE...hUkhUk...
bUt nOw..ak xNk pk pApe ag...
i bElIevE..apE yg bErlAku adE hikmAh diSebALiknye..
itS wrOtE-my dEstiny...
i hAte thE fEElinG whErE i knO sOmething wrOng...bUt dUn knOe y..n dA reAsOn iS..
Its spOilEd my dAy...all thIS..
im SentimEntal liked crazy..ha-ha
i dOnt undErstAnd whEn i fEEl imcompletE withOut my mAn..
rEally dOnt understAnd y..
yEa.....we cAnt *oWn* anybOdy..
i juz nver fOrgEt hOw i cArEd..nOw? nOt At All..
i have to stARt all over agAin...
its hArd wOrd..ThErE is sOo mUch gOod OutthEre..
bEsIdE relAtionshIp..thE best thIng i cAn dO is fOcUs elsEwhErE...
I hOpe it hAppEns n wISh evErythINg  fAlls iNtO rItE plAcEs...
i jUz want my lifE..
nOthIng Else mAtter.............................................................nOthIng..........

p/s : untill i leArnEd dAt i cOuld bE hAppy on my Own..
       i cOuld nOt be hAppy in relAtIonshIp..




luv
wannie